you mention drugs quite a lot
you mention drugs quite a lot
We need to collectively admit that we’re not fine. We’re not confident and balanced and good. We turn up to work every day pretending we’re not neurotic and obsessed and insatiable and full of doubt. And we waste so much energy keeping up this mutual pretence for each other because we think if people saw the truth, if people really knew what was going on in your head, all the crazy truth of your dark appetites and self-loathing, then you’d get rejected.
But, in fact, the opposite is true. It’s when we dare to reveal the truth that we unwittingly give everyone else permission to do the same. To stop holding their breath for a moment and actually come into the room. To be here, present, vulnerable and authentic.
Jamie Catto & Duncan Bridgeman - One Giant Leap
i'm not sure, i think it's more the way you do it
as if it makes you hard or cool or something
like i said, it's just odd
just noticed was all
i only ever see sneeza mention drugs in a pisstaking context, as opposed to dannncer who seems to drop acid references into conversation as often as she can
sumdae i be big and u be sowry
If you knew dannncer you know she doesn't do it with any agenda, she is just a honest straight shooter. And if she is going through a period of taking a lot of acid she'll relay it just like any other part of her life.
I love that I was just sensible enough to close my "online shopping bag" on victoria's secrets, put my card away and got out of the situation without spending ANY money. Yes. I feel way better than if I had ordered the stuff and had to justify the $100.
i have seen the same green undercover cop car around melbs two days in a row.
yesterday they pulled someone over in a peogeot on chapel st and today i saw it cruise past me on swanston st. not sure of the make/model but it was one of those holdens or fords, not what i would immediately pick as a cop car but i suppose that was the point.
i felt like an extra in underbelly or something for spotting it haha
let them eat cake...
I dunne care for labels. Except maybe on accessories, i.e. bags.
I like the cc skye "down to earth eco bags"
damn straight, could you imagine?! haha
oh and i about to grab these.
Hmm I'd like those first ones better without the lace.. is a bit too much for me. But I'm all for laces and black when it comes to hosiery!
sway is getting girlier and girlier as the days go by, i think i may be starting to find her a little attractive
i still have those pretty pink stockings with the yellow ribbons, i totally forgot about them and rediscovered them recently whilst unpacking
let them eat cake...
geisha knows i would get on my knees for her anyday
And so your life's been a success and you have pleasure in excess
Don't worry it will all end soon, the crack of doom is coming soon
And so your future's looking bright and you've reached the giddy heights
Don't worry it will soon end. It is all shallow and pretend.
i may have skin cancer or something on my nose
its a lump on the side of my nose but its has been getting bigger
i gotta go to docs and get biopsy - im going to be scarred
Saki says youll be fine and that youll always be pretty to her.
I have become fat.
fatty fatty tight pants.
you can tell
from the scars on my arms
and cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that i'm not the carefullest of girls
Say i'm having a conversation with someone, i drift off halfway through and wonder what their perspective of the conversation is. Then i forget about the conversation altogether and get this glazed-over look and wonder (from their perspective) why i would be looking at them like that, wait is joel coming on to me....? in which i cease drifting off immediately (unless i am coming onto them of course ). Or, say if i'm at a park i people watch and try and see the persons perspective on the world by their attire or what they are holding.
I find it interesting and in no way weird at all, kinda deep in a spiritual way....
i just made cupcakes, put them in oven, did dishes and set up for scones in 15 min TOPS.
then its scone time - both normal and raisin types.
i may do brownies with yummy icing after too!
sneeza dancing is great! I did some latino stuff and my arse hurt for some time, I was way too unco though. I missed my friday pump class - hadn't gone since wed night till last night, my legs are real sore today/tonight - you forget how much things work you when you get used to them!
That's what she said.
so you think you have skin cancer and you decide to bake cakes?
Sway, sometimes i wish you thought before you made posts.
Why do you 'think' you have skin cancer?
I hate not much more than depressive attention seekers who have weird, almost sick ways of going about getting attention.
Not saying that you are one, i dont know you.
But you sure seem to come across a little like that on here.
There is always something wrong.
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who dont. Believe that everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life then let it. No one said it would be easy, they just promised itd be worth it.
made cupcakes - vanila icing and pink sprinkes
scones - normal and raisin
milk choc chip cookies
white choc chip cookies
done dishes and wiped over benches
feels SO good
now for a cuppa soup.
mum had the same thing as i do (even same spot) and hers was skin cancer - its under a freckle thats getting darker and the lump is getting bigger - so im going to docs. ive had skin cancer twice before on my back hence why im concerned i may have it again - just in diff area.
as for random posting - bah its ts.
neg to attention seeking with that post tho.